I'm just so tired...
I wish things were different.
Nothing has gone the way I planned, and while I know things will work out it doesn't change the fact that it's exhausting. I'm tired of starting over. I want to move deeper into something real.
Just letting you know that all the excitement I show is fake.
The truth is I’m utterly terrified of what my life will be like without you in it.
The final blow is quickly approaching.
There’s nothing I can do to stop it.
All I can do is brace for impact
and hope I survive.
Oh, and I can scream.
That always seems to help.
The loneliest man in the world is the man who is liked by thousands, but loved by none, for it is not the number of one's relations, but the depth of those relations that counts.
Today I saw someone who looked like you.
She tore my heart wide open.
Why is the universe so cruel?
The grip gets tighter as the warrior's strength fades.
The giant has finally won.
All that is good now passes away.
Even the light of the sun.
With one final breath the warrior asks why?
Why must the darkness prevail?
When all of his life has been spent in this fight,
Why has there been no avail?
To Darkness I say, "You cruel, wicked beast;
you taker of goodness and light.
What have we done to meet such an end?
What except that which is right?"
To Darkness I say, "You shall not survive;
there will come an end to your days.
There will come a time when nothing but light
shines with its life-giving rays."
To Darkness I say, "The good will prevail,
you can't stop the coming of dawn.
Try as you might to keep it at bay,
The goodness of man will go on."
I can't sleep.
I love you.
I miss you.
I'm completely broken without you.
I still dream about us,
but those dreams have turned into nightmares:
In them we're together,
but when I wake, I'm alone.
Losing you was like losing a lung:
I'm still alive, but I can't breathe.
It would have been easier if I had lost my heart.
But I still have it.
And it will never be whole again.
My dear friend,
Life has taken so much out of me.
I wish you were here.
I wish we could talk.
Ever since you left, I've kept it all inside.
What we had was unique. No one can replace it.
After all the years we spent together, I still can't believe you're gone.
I'll never be the same without you.
Her prolonged eye contact
said more than she ever did.
Volumes could have been written
about that look in her eyes.
A lone and weary sailor
A long-forgotten shore
A rudder without purpose
A wind that blows no more.
Drifting had it's day
But now has come the night
And drifting without purpose
Will never bring the light.
of course it would be cloudy, stealing from me the one joy i had left: the stars
Why? Why is it so hard to get over you?? It's been two years, but every time I hear that song I fall apart. I miss you. I miss your voice. I miss your laugh. I miss your smile. I miss everything about you. Most of all I miss the way you made me feel. It was exhilarating! My heart would race every time I thought of you. It still does.
Someday I'll find the strength so move on, but until then I'll have to rely on muscle memory. Because you're all I can think about. And I still love you.
These flashbacks deal crushing blows to the wall of sanity I've managed to build around my heart.
A single moment, and everything comes flooding back.
The very essence of what we once had.
Just one single moment, and once again I'm crazy for a love that will never be.
Why don't things ever go as planned?
played from the strings of the heart
beyond the sphere of mortal existence.
we can only begin to comprehend
we can only begin to understand.
Restless dreams awake me in the night
Pounding in my heart
Another day is gone
Another love is lost
Another restless dream...
My dear friend,
More than you will ever know.
It's so exhausting just to be me.
Why did you leave me alone?
I'm doing the best I can to keep it together,
But every day my reflection becomes more weary.
I know what I'm doing is right,
But that doesn't make it easy.
I miss the days when life was simple;
When you and I would talk for hours and feel like we could take on the world!
You were the one I trusted with my darkest secrets and my deepest fears.
You were the one who believed in me.
And now you're gone.
I need you now more than ever...
WHY DID YOU LEAVE ME ALONE???
I miss you...
To love is to be alive
It's love that makes us human
It's love that makes us real.
To fall in love is addicting
It gives our life a purpose
An ever-present creed.
To lose our love is anguish
Like nothing in our lungs
Like living without air.
A lifelong love is sacred
To love until we die
Is the reason that we live.
Tigers keep all of their stripes,
Apples stay close to their trees,
But people aren't apples or tigers,
So give them a chance, will you please!
The fear has become worse than the pain. I can't convince myself to move. I can't convince myself to try. Not again. Not after what happened. I want to love again, I do, but I just can't. Someday I will, but not now. Not this time. Not until I heal. Not until I'm whole again.
But when that day comes, I promise my heart will be yours. I won't hold anything back. Nothing will get in our way.
And we will be happy.
down my face
taking with it
My mind is adrift,
and I am alone.
Solitude is satisfying, for
my thoughts are what sustain me.
My entire existence relies on my ability to love:
and that I am good at.
My mind is adrift,
and I am alone.
Dreams float like mist:
they consume me,
wrapping my mind
in endless thoughts of you.
I'm fast asleep, yet wide awake;
caught on the edge of reality.
knowing that in my dreams we're together
yet when I wake I'm alone;
feeling so close to you in the darkness,
then being torn away by the light.
Why does the morning have to be so cruel?
Write something about yourself. No need to be fancy, just an overview.